It's OK if you don't understands. It's just a thought writing for myself.

There's so much in my head right now

I'm hungry...it's 12 p.m already

I haven't finished my "Ms. Dyana's English Class Project" draft and lesson plan

Still searching for a kampung house for Mr Khairul

Still stuck to find a Valuer for Kak Ti's house

Haven't view the house for Mr. Azhar

Didn't start to find a buyer for Mr Melvin's Bandar Bukit Puchong 2 house

I think I'm stuck because of this one matter. I don't know if I'm happy or not. (Jap nak pikir)...ok, I'm happy yet scared. I'm happy because I think I'm gonna emerge in a new phase of a woman. I'm happy because I got a reliable and caring companion to be with me towards this new journey.I'm happy because this matter gonna teach me to be more mature and loving and more responsible in life.

I got to start eating healthily, be in a good mood, Sembahyang 5 tak lepas,read al-Quran every night...Gee that sounds just so not like me. But I think I'm gonna love it.

I'm scared cause I think the matter is illegal ( but what the heck I done it). I'm scared cause I don't even have a clue how to do it. I'm scared because I even can't take care of myself netherless of others. I'm scared that I know I'm gonna always short with cash.


OMG! I think I have a mood swing now!