Dyana the Freedom Fighter

Why some people think teaching is an easy job, I will never understand.

2010-12-12T16:36:00.000+08:00

Why some people think teaching is an easy job, I will never understand.

We work hard and make fools of ourselves so that children will be happy, learn and grow.

Every day is not one of inspiration and the pondering of noble thoughts.

Many days leave us frustrated, drained and unappreciated.

It is a sweet indulgence when I give myself permission to lean into my emotions and even schedule nervous breakdowns.

But in the morning, with the rising of the sun comes new hope, new joy and the will to teach again.

~ Linda Alston

Bersyukur dengan apa yang ada dengan apa yang terjadi dengan apa yang akan berlaku

2010-11-25T11:45:00.002+08:00

Pesan banyak kali pun tak lut

2010-02-12T13:08:00.002+08:00

Everyday, there are 8 things I always say to my students

Communication book to the front before 8 a.m honey.
Prepare your books
Please listen to your teacher, sayangku.
What religion are you? Allah s.wt told you to respect the Ulul Azmi.
When you're talking during class, you miss what teacher teaches you.Allah S.W.T hates people who waste time.
Are you writing with your mouth?
Please behave, don't make your teacher cry.
Assalamualaikum don't forget homework and solat.

Guess what, it's a routine and tomorrow at 8 a.m I have to repeat the first sentence and finished with the last sentence again at 4 p.m.

But one morning, on the way to school I hit the traffic light ( bukan langgar traffic light tapi lampu merah tapi still jalan, get it?) and it makes me thinking, "from the first day I had my driving licence, they always advise me to not hit the red light but now for the 9th years of my driving still I didn't listen. That concludes :

"What goes around comes around" ( padan muka sapa suruh tak dengaq cakap org jangan langgar lampu merah,sekarang students hang plak tak dengaq kata hang.)

Young mind is like a piece of white canvas, they follow you everything including words like stupid,ugly,lazy and yes, bitch! included.

2009-11-18T17:00:00.002+08:00

Hari ini(bm) or today(english) ou aujord'hui(french), one of the mother of my pre-school-tuition student ask me if I taught them words like lazy,stupid,ugly and bitch. I was stunt for some time because yes, I did.. a bit.but that's because I want to teach them opposite words.

For example,

hardworking-lazy

beautiful-ugly

stupid-clever

and I never teach them the word bitch, I swear!.

So, the mother told me the story what their kindergarten's teacher told her.

The teacher told her that her son told the teacher cynically "Why are you so lazy?asyik main-main je,stupid" after the teacher ask them to play at the class!.

I laughed and tell the mother "kak,obviously cikgu tu pemalas sbb suruh anak akak main je kat kelas.Kat tuisyen diaorg buat belajar betul2. Nak main pun masa saya kasi tengok Sesame Street or Dora the explorer kat youtube.Lagipun..." pause.... "saya memang cakap kalau sape lazy dia tak jadi pandai".

tetiba teringat banyak jugak ilmu yang saya rasa curiously in doubt. For example...

Pernah one time tanya students " teacher is beautiful or ugly?

and of course diaorg akan sebut yang hujung sekali..." teacher is UGLY"

and bila diaorg tahu UGLY=HODOH diaorg gelak n "test" kat kawan-kawan dia pulak .

" ijat is ugly"
"no, tihah is ugly"
"yes" tihah is ugly"

and so on.

But I never encounter the word bitch...

or is it ade one day tu, masa diaorg buat kerja, saya mengisi masa lapang saya dengan menyanyi lagu Lady Gaga-Bad Romance : " Coz I'm a freak BITCH baby..Je veux ton romance, at je veux ta revenge....."

I'm a bad teacher ou Je suis un mauvais professeur...

I am so relieved today, my pre-school students ask me for an eraser instead of a pemadam

2009-11-16T15:14:00.002+08:00

Training young brains to speak english is easy. But training young brains whose naughty is "easier". but then today, my heart is overwhelmed when my "children" ask me :

"teacher, boleh pinjam ERASER teacher tak?"

leganya hati teacher ...Ijat cakap eraser instead of pemadam.

What is this attitude?

2009-11-01T22:00:00.002+08:00

I have huge problems this 2 days. Huge problems and many other opportunities that I barely make mine.

But what I hate the most is because I have this I-don't-care-and-don't-want-to-do-anything-I-just-want-to-play-game-at-facebook-and-watch-funny-kittens-at-youtube attitude!

I'm so not growing up. I'm already 24. I can't have Ashlee-Simpson attitude forever (even Ashlee changed after having baby with Pete Wentz). I'm so psycho rite now.not in a normal state.My house is such a mess. Pizza boxes and cokes are everywhere.Stacks of French books are almost 2 storey high...and I still haven't study a thing.

Man, what I have been doing recently?I'm a zombie. A Pizzavor Zombie.

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku, dugaan apa yang kau nak berikan aku?. Satu-satu datang. Aku tak setabah Nabi Ayob A.S. Aku hanya hambamu yang hina. Namun, aku redha.

I ending this post with tears at my cheek and doa.

Aku ada French Placement Test esok

2009-10-06T18:46:00.002+08:00

Skrg patik ialah Puteri Melayu Terakhir.

tapi tunggu hingga midnight nanti aku akan bertukar jadi

Baronness Diyana.

Au Revoir!

Craving mishap

2009-07-22T16:08:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I was craving for Cadbury's Choc bar. I searched for 3 grocery stores for it but failed. Lastly, I stopped at a Caltex and found the one. When I opened it, I cried so loud. I hate Caltex!.

My newest project : kids

2009-07-22T12:43:00.007+08:00

For my old and new friends who wondering what I'm doing now for my living, I am a full time Real Estate Negotiator. I help sell properties and my expertise are in lands and bungalows. All my listings are compiled in one blog, Hartanah Dyana.

Other than that, I'm running my own blog boutique at Pretty-Tasty. I sell pre-loves many are from my friends who sent their stuffI for me to sell. This coming Aidilfitri, I'll be selling lovely-lovely cotton-material baju kurung. Tunggu yer..

And other than that, I'm a happy tuition teacher for pre-school, primary and secondary. I want to open a tuition centre soon as my numbers of students are getting bigger. Average 10 students entered every month. I think parents (and of course my students) love the tuition because of my different kind of teachings and approaches. Well, tips from both of my parents are effective I guess.

Last 2 days, some of my students and I took pictures of us. We will used it to write essays about the pictures. Check us out!.

my primary students : Iskandar, Azam and Adham

my pre-school students

Ziyad Putra found me boring

2009-07-22T12:29:00.003+08:00

I don't think I'm a boring person. People easily in love with me on first meet. Any mother adores me. Any guy found me friendly. But this guy obviously show me his boring face on the first time I hold him.

Tengok la muka dia, bengang tul!.

me with my nephew, Ziyad Putra 5 months old

Dyana on the next best thing by Hulallalana Rancid

2009-07-17T19:56:00.005+08:00

" Kama" starring Ejam Wave, Dyana, Remy, Oppie and Im.

" I've moved on"

That's what Dyana said when asked to comment about the death of her first pet , she nicknamed Sayangku.

"What past is still past and like I said "tiada jodoh" between us but the experience living with him is unforgettable. For the first time I miss my beauty sleep just to be with him."said Dyana.

She also realised Sayangku's sudden loss of appetite is as the result of her own destructive diet.

She added, " On that time, I didn't know that my daily diet is a follower to any of my fans or animals. I didn't know that Sayangku was following my diet. For me, different body eats different kind of meal. I'm still energetic even I don't have proper meal for a week but not everybody can stand like I do.

Whatever the reason she gave, she loss 3 Kgs on the first week dieting for her role in Kama .

"Surreen Anjit ( director of Kama) had asked me to loss some weight for the role. The drama is the follow-up of the blockbuster of "Kami".I will play the role of Dizzy/Izzie the split-personality girl. Izzie is a reserved,workaholic girl and responsible to her family while on the otherside of her Dizzy is a bad girl who do anything that spells rebel. The best part is I will be acting with my long lost friends. I miss them. I can't recall when was the last time I met them."

When asked about her love life, she said,

" I've loss my pet that I took care for just 2 days. Any mother will be scared if I married their son. I could be risking the life of their granchildren after just 2 days."giggling.

with fellow acts of Kama while preparing for the first take of the drama.

"Kama" will be aired 9 September 09 on Akasia TV 3.

Hello everybody,my kitten is dead

2009-07-17T17:14:00.005+08:00

What a co-incident, Just this morning I boasted about myself caring for a kitten and by evening he dead!.

This will be put in the "Genius Dyana World of Record" under the tittle "The shortest lived pet".2 days.

People. Please don't try to break my record.

I can imagine what the frontpage of The Star gonna be like.

"R.I.P Sayangku-Dyana break the record again"

Damansara- Sayangku, the unnamed kitten of the Freedom Fighter, Diyana Nadiah Tojiman was caught dead on her living room yesterday evening. A reliable source said that Sayangku which Dyana took as a pet for just only 2 days was diagnosed of malnutrition and anorexic. During the last two days of living with the former star of blogspot, he loss appetite and become skinnier. Dyana commented it as " tiada jodoh". Yet many of her friends said that the kitten was following Dyana's footsteps. Dyana is seen less eating and more skeletony than ever. These also prove that human and animal are both different hence leads to many questions about the controversial of Darwin Theory which said that Human is originated from Chimpanzee.

Bye, got some digging job to do.

Hey everybody,meet Sayangku

2009-07-17T12:39:00.003+08:00

As my financial stabilized a bit this past few months I went to have a pet for myself. He/She sleeps like a baby especially after taking bath. At one time for the sake of 8 hours straight.He/She just wake up in the middle of the night to eat and drink.

Perfect timing huh..

Anyone got some suggestion on the kitten's name?
For now I just call Her/Him Sayangku.

hello there

2009-07-10T14:47:00.002+08:00

I hope I can buy a new laptop soon or at least a desktop. Trips to cyber cafe everyday makes me sick. I have to wear make-up, iron my clothes and start my engine just to drive to 100m cyber cafe.

I Wish I can go there with just my pajamas.

Busy mendaki tangga kejayaan

2009-06-17T12:31:00.001+08:00

Too Many Mindsets, So little brain cells to swallow.

2009-06-08T20:07:00.003+08:00

Well, as so typically as everyone knows, Mother-daughter relationship is weird. Especially mine. We always fought for everything because we see the world in two difference eyes but always reconcile back when fashion and gossips come. I love fashion and detest gossipping but with my mum I think it's not a sin at all. One time we were fighting when I tell her I want to work in KL so much yet she really wanted me to work as a lecturer at kedah. But we forget all the tense when a fashion ad appear on the TV we were watching while fighting. The next minute we are BFF talking about where we want to do facials and shopping.

Yesterday, in our car to Parkson,my mum criticised me for being in too many jobs at the same time. I don't call them jobs. I call them my passions / dreams. She said it takes all the times I need to rest and times I need to learn baking cakes. (When did I tell her I want to learn that?).

I ended our "tikam lidah" by saying : "Mummy, kalo mummy datang KL, akak selalu je ada masa nak kuar ngan mummy".

silent..

I know I hurt her feeling.

Mummy, sorry sangat-sangat but Akak cannot run my life like yours

But 15 minutes later,

me : " Mummy, cantiknya baju ni Mi, nampak cam vintage jer!"

mummy :"Macam baju mummy masa muda-muda ja.P la try yang hitam ni nampak elegant"

me : " yang kaler pink ni cantik ar Mi,""akak nak yang ni Mi,akak p try naih" lalu terus menerpa ke fitting room.( tak malu tua-tua mintak mak belanja)

mummy : ( selepas keluar dr fitting room) "amikla, kalo akak pakai cantikla. mummy pakai nampak cam apa lagi.Segan mummy. Orang tengok semacam".

me : "Biaq pi la orang nak tengok kita.Yang penting yakin mi. Mummy amikla yang hitam tu. baru geng."

mummy : " mana ada saizla..nak tak baju ni? lepaih ni nak p cari beg plak kat ataih"

.....

Mummy, you're the best and I love you.

This post is too late for Mother's day isn't it?

1 month and 6 months and going strong

2009-05-30T23:16:00.005+08:00

It's been a month I've moved to my new apartment.

Nice comfy place to stay for a single lady. A bachelorette pad for my friends.
2 rooms : a bedroom and a walk-in wardrobe. A kitchen I hardly use. A dining room converted to my little office plus next month A 29" TV will be added to the pad. Hope my works didn't get distrupted by the new addition.

And it's been half year already my life is disturbed by my other half. Though I made a shock decision on moving nearer to him. So near that I can knock his door and borrow his salt. Not that I do any cooking nor having a stove.

I learned a lot within this days of being much more alone. No housemates/roommates. I think what Leighton Meester's said " We grow up much more when we are alone" are kind of true. I mean, my housemate used to cook for me whether Nasi Goreng or just a Maggi. Now I need to find food for myself or I get starved.

Something like that...you know.

I am now more grown up..thought a bit mellow than before. I'm a homebody now. If I get bored, I just go upstairs and watch TV and use internet at my Other Half's house.

Going strong, ahead of my life I want to resolute smaller ambition. One by one till it grow bigger. I used to dream big and start big. It takes a lot of energy, times and sometimes I didn't win.
Today onwards I want to start resolute my dream with persistent, hard work from small to the biggest I can be.

I want to start with cooking.
Buy stoves and cookbooks and steal some recipes from my mum.
Then buy an oven and learn to bake cuppacakes maybe any chances from Ixa?
Who knows after these little steps I'll be Malaysia's Martha Stewart someday.

Then learn how to expand my business...

and learn theories how to be great in bed... Cosmopolitan gives me free advices. The Practical after marriage though. hee...

and learn how to do a closing of a post coz I don't know how to stop writing now.

Double Storey House to let at Greenwood

2009-05-26T14:08:00.003+08:00

Hai everyone,

Have I told you guys about Auntie jamaliah and Uncle Kamal? There are some of my good friends I met in KL. They recently want to rent their house at Lorong Changkat Bahagia, Greenwood.

Here are the details:

Double storey house in " Tanah Lot"
4 bedrooms 2 bathrooms.
Balcony infront and at the back of the house.

Land space big enough to put 3 cars and picnicking.

Very quiet and peaceful

Near surau,pre-school, primary and secondary school.
Just a distance walk to 7 eleven, Laundy shop, many kind of restaurants to choose.
Pasar Pagi every saturday, Pasar malam every thursday.

RM 950 per mth
contact me at 019 363 5435 Dyana

Owh, check out this website. I'll boast to you when I reach there.

Dusun Ali King for Paintball

I am a never-tell-secrets-to-my-mum kind of person

2009-05-22T12:57:00.006+08:00

Not that I have a problem with my mum..

It's just my secrets are something that gonna take a heart away from a mum's body.
and I don't want that to happen...

Usually I tell my brother, Asy for everything that I have done. He's still young.His heart still strong.

Nak dijadikan cerita lagi best, My parents come to visit me tonight. They gonna drive all along from Kedah. Macam tau-tau pulak aku ada masalah.

SO,maybe (insyallah) I'm gonna tell them tonight..at dinner.

Macamana nak cakap aek?

Lalu simpang-siur baru straight to the point?

"Mummy dulu after kawin mummy p Aussie ngan Daddy kan?akak nak buat mcmtu gak ok tak?"

Bagi hint dulu?

"Mummy, akak teringin la nak keja kat Vietnam (cth)"

Or just Straight to the point?

" Mummy,cek nak kawin boleh?"
"Mummy,cek nak migrate boleh?"
"Mummy...."

Buntu..buntu...

It's OK if you don't understands. It's just a thought writing for myself.

2009-05-21T12:18:00.003+08:00

There's so much in my head right now

I'm hungry...it's 12 p.m already

I haven't finished my "Ms. Dyana's English Class Project" draft and lesson plan

Still searching for a kampung house for Mr Khairul

Still stuck to find a Valuer for Kak Ti's house

Haven't view the house for Mr. Azhar

Didn't start to find a buyer for Mr Melvin's Bandar Bukit Puchong 2 house

I think I'm stuck because of this one matter. I don't know if I'm happy or not. (Jap nak pikir)...ok, I'm happy yet scared. I'm happy because I think I'm gonna emerge in a new phase of a woman. I'm happy because I got a reliable and caring companion to be with me towards this new journey.I'm happy because this matter gonna teach me to be more mature and loving and more responsible in life.

I got to start eating healthily, be in a good mood, Sembahyang 5 tak lepas,read al-Quran every night...Gee that sounds just so not like me. But I think I'm gonna love it.

I'm scared cause I think the matter is illegal ( but what the heck I done it). I'm scared cause I don't even have a clue how to do it. I'm scared because I even can't take care of myself netherless of others. I'm scared that I know I'm gonna always short with cash.

OMG! I think I have a mood swing now!

Aku dan mindset SP

2009-05-03T11:51:00.001+08:00

Susah bebanau nak cari internet kat Sungai Petani. Jarang ada mamak yang ada WiFi ditambah masalah transport dan tak boleh keluar malam. Biasalah, dah duduk rumah parents kena jadi baik lagipun Astro tak boleh jugak nak tinggal.

I have so many things to do

2009-04-29T15:09:00.004+08:00

I am the first 300 to taste the krispy Kreme.

Pening kepala taktau nak buat mana satu. Banyaknya kerja. Pening pening. Sembang dengan Momo haritu. Dia baca blog saya and suspect saya tengah down.

Mana ada masa nak down...

I'm just tired of endless work. Kena kurangkan tidur kalau tak kerja tak siap.

And I really need to start hitting the gym. or visits Taman to jog. Kena ada banyak stamina nak siapkan kerja.

Maybe it's the best time now that I'm on hiatus with a serious relationship. Sebulan je. Rindu sangat tapi demi kerja and demi nak jauhkan dosa. huhu. Dalam masa sebulan ni boleh nilaikan balik and think back what's really the relationship is all about. Jauh mana nak pergi. Or not..

Takut tak sempat pikir sebab banyak kerja.

But truthfully Sayangku, I do miss you when I sleep. Every night.

Ok, back to work.

Bukit Utama One Condo, Bandar Utama

2009-04-20T22:29:00.004+08:00

I got a nice condo to rent at Bukit Utama 1 Condo, Bandar Utama.

Still in renovation and will be completed next week.

3+1 bedrooms with 3 bathrooms. Bath tub in master bathrooms.

1982 square feet. Big balcony with golfcourse view.Laundry area.

Partly furnished at every bedrooms with bed, wardrobe and air-cond.Complete kitchen facilites (ovens, kitchen's hud etc)

free 2 tenant cards and 2 free carpark spaces.

Condo facilities

Tennis court
Ping pong room
Swimming pool
Big BBQ area

and more

near KBU College, One Utama, McD, cool cafes and restaurants and clinic

contact me at 019 363 5435 Dyana

Baiti, I Love You Do You Know That?!

2009-04-13T00:24:00.004+08:00

Ini bukan pengakuan seorang lesbian

Baitiiiii,

You're the best partner I've ever had. You're the most loyal and never given up on me. I'm so ashamed to you.I've always turn you down.

Ini bukan pengakuan seorang lesbian

Semalam Dai tulis satu note untuk Baiti,masa kita meeting ngan Nabil kat rumah Baiti.Sambil makan Domino's, Dai ade tulis note tu. Baiti tengah bercakap-cakap tentang Dai yang tak heran pasal kejayaan orang lain.Dai tak suka dengar pasal orang lain,dai akan buat tak kisah. Dai mmg camtu, Dai nanti sakit hati nanti lagi down. Tak suka. tapi Dai tahu, You're always right. Kalau kita tak bandingkan diri kita dengan orang lain, kita tak blh nak letak satu par standard.

Anyway, note tu dai ade letak kat meja makan..but as clumsy as I know you are I don't think you sempat baca so dai nak tulis balik apa yang dai tulis. Maybe lagi setahun ke 2 tahun ke kot-kot you come across this blog,you will know that I'm dumber than Ashlee Simpson. Oh, wait you still already know if you don't read this.

Baiti,

Dai sebenarnya pemalas tahap cipan. Dai tahu kalau pemalas takkan berjaya tapi entahla kenapa bodoh sangat nak berubah. Dai cepat putus semangat. Dai ada banyak p tapi cepat putus semangat + malas. Nak tulis bendalah ni pun malas + byk kali terpikir nak stop tulis.
Dai tak matured.
Dai macam Ashlee Simpson (Cuma dia lagi cantik)
Ashlee Simpson pemalas tapi disebabkan environment dia boleh berjaya. Nasib baik Dai berada dalam environment orang-orang berjaya macam korang kalau tak dah hanyut. Sekarang pun hanyut tapi tak pernah in my mind terfikir nak berhenti berusaha. Help me Baiti!
Sebenarnya Dai malas. Dai tak blh kawin la macamni. Tak matured macamana nak buat anak? Nak buat anak boleh tapi nak jaga anak tak blh. Biz partner pun tak blh nak handle.Ada pun mati. Kalau Dai ada anak mesti dia mati gak. huhu.

Dai...

Lastly and again, ini bukan pengakuan seorang lesbian.

Kalau kita appreciate orang, kita appreciate masanya juga.

2009-04-11T23:37:00.002+08:00

Pernah dengar janji Melayu? Janji Melayu ialah janji yang kalo kita janji nak jumpa kul 1.30 ptg ,pukul 1.30ptg baru nak bangun dari tidur dan mandi.dalam pukul 2.30 ptg baru nak keluar rumah dan lebih kurang sejam lepas tu baru berjumpa. Maknanya, kalau kawan yang janji Melayu cakap "OK bro aku jumpa ko,kul 2.30" that means 4.30 baru dia akan tiba.

Dulu selalu buat lawak dengan officemate kalau bab-bab janji buat meeting ni.Bila dah janji nak jumpa mesti last ayat is " ni janji melayu ke janji businessman?".
Kalau jawab "Janji Melayu"..mesti akan disambung dengan "Melayu mudah lupa".

Saya tak pernah lambat kalau dah janji. Sekali je masa nak meeting dengan Baiti. satu jam lewat. And dia bengang seminggu. Selama sejam dia makan 2 pinggan mee goreng mamak, roti canai and beberapa gelas air. I understand how she felt.Tau tak Masa itu Platinum?.

Harini I was busy too. Bangun pagi giler.Rushing to Taman Desa for another meeting at Baiti's house. We ate Domino's and Koko Krunch to fuel our brains because of the harsh brainstorming. At the end of the meeting I look at my watch and said dlm hati " Eh, ade can nak jumpa *?%*! ni.Boleh ajak dia pi PC Fair. So call la dia. Planning nak pegi PC fair.Dia cakap "ok!.6.30 ni". Saya punyalah excited sebab ade geng nak pi PC fair. Siap nak pi amik dia kat Damansara lagi. takut lambat, saya speed and potong queue orang. Hujan pun hujan la yang penting sampai before 6.30ptg. Sebab saya tahu dia sibuk. Sampai malam-malam buta buat drawing. Siang kena kerja bawah panas. Engineer** la katakan. Sebabtu taknak sangat rugikan masa dia.

Dah sampai depan rumah dia,call la dia " dah sampai cpt turun"

Dia cakap " straight p Damansara Damai pastu traffic light masuk kiri pastu bla bla bla"

Nak tau saya cakap apa? "babi ko!awat tak cakap awal2!" dalam hati la.
huhu.. saya yang baik hati ni pun cakap "ok".

dah gerak ke direction tu call dia lagi " dah smpai kat simpang..."

"patah balik.Kita pi lepak kat mamak tepi jalan rumah la"dia sambung balik.

"Kenapa tak ckp awal-awal?"

"Ni ha diaorg ni kemana tah diaorg ni nak makan"

"Huh,salahkan org lain plak,dah janji nak p pc fair ngan aku yg p janji ngan org lain pesal?" (dalam hati).

Dah sampai mamak tu dia tolong bukakkan pintu kereta. Konon gentleman la..
Dia cakap "tau dak PC Fair tutup pukul 9mlm?"

"tak tahu pun,so?"
"*%#$* Nak pegi esok ke?"

"a'a"
"Jam lagipun KL skrg mana smpt"

"Kalo mamcamtu takpelah,nak pegi PC Fair teruslah"

"la merajuk ke?"

"tak sbb byk sgt nak beli, K bye"

Actually saya patut je hambur perkataan babi,fuck,damn,bodoh kat dia sebab dia dah menyebabkan kerugian petrol saya dari Taman Desa ke Damansara ke Damansara damai dan ke Damansara balik.For your information Taman Desa tu kat Old Klang Road. Kawan-kawan sila kira berapa km sendiri. Dia telah membuat saya hampir accident kat jalan Kuching sebab slippery road.Dia telah membuang masa saya sebanyak 2 jam just nak jumpa dia 5 minit supaya dia cakap dia tak nak pegi and paling penting dia dah guriskan hati saya yang sensitif ini. Kalau saya lama lagi lepak dgn dia mesti dah menangis so lebih baik belah je dari tempat tu.

Korang pernah tak jumpa kawan sebaik macamni?.

and FYI, saya just amik masa 30 min dr tempat tu ke KLCC. Jam mender?
and PC fair tutup pukul 10 la bo*oh!
sempat la beli beberapa gadget penting. Nak duduk kat PC fair tu smpai sehari suntuk nak buat apa?kalo tak bli pape tak pyh pegi. buat sempit jalan je.
Ape? nak tahu latest tech?
tak tahu pakai Internet ke beb?

Hish! tak paham betul la. Kata takde masa tapi sebenarnya kan dia sendiri tak pandai manage masa. Saya pun sibuk nak handle business jugak tapi ade je masa kalo nak jumpa org penting.

And saya tahu dia takkan call nak say sorry sebab maybe dia pun tak sensitif and ingat ni biasa-biasa je or dia akan bagi alasan "tak topup lg"
hey bo*oh! kalo hp takde kdt turun la rumah p 7 eelevn top up!
nampak sangat ko tak kisah kan?
bosan la ngan ko ni!Aku taknak kawan ngan ko lagi!

Fuh! lega rasa lepas semua benda ni kat blog. Tapi esok mesti saya akan tunggu call dia.Tunggu macam orang gila.
I'm so stupid!.

Ok I dedicated this song for *&^%$. Give me a reason by The Corrs. Tapi Sayangku, kamu bagi a reason ke two reason ke saya boleh balas berpuluh-puluh solution. it's a matter of buat something tu sampai habis je.
Bo*oh! sebabtula saya couple dgn dia sbb kami sama-sama bo*oh.

Kadang-kadang terpikir, mcm saya sorang je yang berusaha nak bestkan relationship ni.
Aku layak dapat org lain yang lg bagus dari dia.

"damn it stupid brain""jgn pikir pape."

Mencari environment baru

2009-04-07T18:44:00.002+08:00

Are they any exciting things wondering around your life that maybe I could join like

exciting Job offer in media industry such as assistant at female Magazine? News reader?
New,interesting hobbies that you want to share?
Anything brilliant in Malaysia property ?
Making gazillion money business?

I'm just getting bored of my life.
Spread this to everyone you know.
Maybe I'm the one they're looking for.
Thanx my friend.

Someday kena belajar independent jugak

2009-04-07T02:55:00.002+08:00

Menghitung hari... lebih kurang 10 hari lagi saya akan menduduki kondo baru.Still menyewa tapi dalam situasi yang berbeza.
I'm gonna rent alone this time.Yerr takde sape nak menyewa dgn saya lagi.

Saya pemalas...malas nak kemas rumah.
Suka sepahkan makanan...suka bagi semut makan.
I wake up late.
I sing Ashlee Simpson's merdu-ly cum irritatingly.

" You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor.."
"Living in the shadow! someone else is dream.."
"Outta my Outta my head, get out of my head"

Did I say I'm lazy?
Sapela nak kawin dgn orang mcmni?

Forget about the crap/bad side of me..let's talk positively...

Starts dari 2 hari yang lepas Nabil meninggalkan rumah Zura(kitaorg menumpang kejap b4 masuk rumah baru masing-masing), I start to belajar bangun pagi.
I mean really early like 5 pm.Sorry 5am. Sebab saya tak pernah tidur sorang-sorang dalam rumah yang besar (bayangkan dark castle with bats and I am the only princess in the castle).
Ahad lepas pergi Carrefour beli barang-barang dapur (I can't believe myself!). Beli plastik sampah...
Tadi pagi kemas rumah (??!!)
and semut di rumah Zura were starving because they can't get their body around my Big Apple Donut's.

But I still sing Ashlee Simpson's.

Till jiran sebelah kanan datang rumah perkenalkan diri and tanya suara siapa yang merdu selalu nyanyi malam-malam.

Saya jawap "sape aek?tak pasan plak."

dizzy oktavias

2009-03-31T04:25:00.001+08:00

Suka sembang // suka org yg sayang padanya // suka ambil jln tengah // sangat menawan & sopan santun // kecantikan luar & dalam // tidak pandai berbohong & berpura-pura // mudah rasa simpati, baik & pentingkan kawan // sentiasa berkawan // hatinya mudah terusik tetapi merajuknya tak lama // cepat marah // macam pentingkan diri sendiri // tidak menolong org kecuali diminta // suka melihat dari perspektifnya sendiri // tidak suka terima pandangan org lain // emosi yg mudah terusik // suka berangan & pandai bercakap // emosi yg kelam kabut // daya firasat yg sangat kuat (terutamanya perempuan) // suka melancong, bidang sastera & seni // pengasih, penyayang & lemah lembut // romantik dlm percintaan // mudah terusik hati & cemburu // ambil berat tentang org lain // suka kegiatan luar // org yg adil // boros & mudah dipengaruhi persekitaran // mudah patah semangat

Yer, saya kuat merajuk

2009-03-31T00:06:00.005+08:00

Saya kuat merajuk sebab

Saya lahir bulan Oktober.
Saya anak sulung.
Mak ayah saya tak layan kalo saya merajuk.
Nabil buat tak dengar kalo saya merajuk.
BM marah kalau saya merajuk.
Kak Emah lari kalau saya merajuk. (no.3,4,5,6 menyebabkan saya takde orang lain nak merajuk)
Saya manja.
Saya tak tahu nak citer masalah.
Kalau citer masalah pun orang buat derk.
Kalau sehari tak jumpa Pakcik mmg merajuk datang (+ gila sawan)
Sebab dating kejap sangat.
Ade orang lain potong line masa dating.
Pakcik selalu cerita pasal nak pergi jauh. Nak pergi,pergi je laa. (refer no. 10)

Yang penting saya sorang je girlfriend Pakcik. ( as far as i know)
Pakcik sangat baik.
Pakcik sorang je layan merajuk saya.
Kalo saya tak merajuk dgn kamu, dgn sape lagi?.
Dunia ni akan jadi bosan tanpa kemerajukan saya.
Betul kan?kan?kan?

Al-Fatihah kepada Uncle Hamzah

2009-03-17T18:36:00.003+08:00

Secara jujurnya,
selama hidup 23 tahun ni, aku tak pernah mengalami sesuatu yang sangat menyedihkan atau sangat menggembirakan. Normal. Just normal. Tapi di kiri kananku dikelilingi berita yang sangat menyedihkan dan sangat menggembirakan.Setiap hari aku dengar kawan-kawanku mengalami kejayaan demi kejayaan. Meor dah jadi Marquis. Syafiq dan Zaza pun dah nak mencapai gaji 5 angka.
Aku pulak bila?

Tak perlu jauh ke Gaza, semalam, ayah kepada kawanku telah meninggal dunia. Teringat dulu masa raya, 3 kali datang rumah dia. Dengan muka tak malu beberapa kali menghabiskan kek raya dan cuppacakes raya di rumah dia. Tapi paling menyeronokkan ialah apabila dapat bersembang dengan mak dan ayahnya. Ada sense of warmnest dalam family dia. Maybe because aku sendiri rindu dengan family aku di Kedah. Auntie sangat baik and caring,Uncle Hamzah sangat lawak and cool. Tak sangka dah tak dapat dengar lawak uncle lagi. Kalau aku sebagai orang luar and baru tiga kali berjumpa dengannya pun terasa dengan pemergiannya,apatah lagi orang yang setiap hari bersama dengannya.
Bila pulak masa aku?
Aku takut.Aku harap aku pergi dulu sebelum family aku pergi. Sebab aku rasa, aku tak sanggup nak menghadapi kesedihan itu.

I miss my dad. Aku tak pernah buat dia gembira apatah lagi bangga. Aku harap aku tak terlambat membalas jasa dia yang sangat-sangat-sangat tak ternilai. 1000 tahun aku takkan cukup balas.

Ixa, Dik E. I'm not a good example to you to give any advise. I cannot tell you to be strong as I know I'm not strong enough too if I'm on your situation.

I am myself is so dumb to do anything.
Just mampu sedekahkan Doa untuk Uncle Hamzah.

al-Fatihah....

Tersesat kejap...

2009-03-13T17:18:00.003+08:00

Last night was a turning point for me.
Solat Istikharah kerana aku tak pasti dengan pilihan aku.
Alhamdulillah..Allah S.W.T dah tunjuk yang mana betul.
Aku redha.
Apa yang aku perlu buat sekarang is terima hakikat and terus maju kehadapan.
Ubah apa yang aku dah rosakkan.
tetapkan GPS ke arah jalan yang benar. Jalan yang aku terpesong sekejap.
Sorry mummy daddy..
Minta Maaf Sayangku...
Ampunkan dosaku ya Allah..hambamu ni tak layak meminta keampunanmu.

Hei..aku tak buat benda jahat la.jangan pikir bukan2 ok.
Nope. tak minum,tak amik,tak buat pape. I'm not that bad.

Aku just tersilap arah.Banyak rehatla katakan. Sel otak pun dah berkurang. kesian dia...
Nasib baik dia sabar...

Sekarang aku just thinking,apa yang perlu aku buat utk betulkan balik mindset dia terhadap aku. He might think I'm a shallow,always-blaming,bodoh punya perempuan.
I'm not like that! I'm sorry. Maybe I just started to get bored with you.
We need something to spice things up...and that's just not from me. It's must be from both of us. I don't want us to live liveless. I don't wanna caught dead as nobody in this world.
Kwn2 tolong pikir jap for us...

I'm planning on going to Sipadan Island

2009-02-27T16:20:00.003+08:00

Whoever read this must be saying "takkan jadi punya!"
Yela nak ke Batu Layar,Johor (dekat nak mampus) pun tak jadi.
Sori yer kawan-kawan masatu memang busy sangat-sangat.

So, senang je kali ni bercuti ke Sipadan Island taknak ajak sesapa.Nak pegi sensorang. Nanti tak jadi tak nyusahkan orang lain. Lagipun kalau pi sorang2 ade can nak jumpa orang-orang baru.Yapedi!!.

Sekarang apa yang perlu buat is :

Tanya orang pi sabah kena pakai passport tak
Renew passport (kalo pi Sabah kena pakai passport)
search kat internet ape best kat sana.Snorkelling bla bla bla
Beli baju sesuai nak ke pantai
Tunggu MATTA Fair this 13-15 March at PWTC. Nak tgk promotion best.

Orait, kalini mesti berusaha capai short term target.

Sipadan! ko tunggu aku datang!...

Got tagged by Momo

2009-02-24T17:07:00.002+08:00

1. Go to your photos folder in your computer.

2. Go to the 6th folder of photos.

3. Go to the 6th picture in that folder.

4. Put the picture on your blog and description of it.

5. Invite six friends to join the challenge.

6. Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged.

In memory : Jen, me, Hariry and Acap

I would like to tag :

Jihani
Im
Apai
Epy
Ejam
Izza
Izzah

Follow up of the last entry

2009-02-10T20:27:00.003+08:00

huyoooo...
last entry paling banyak comment pernah saya dapat.Kalo bercerita pasal cinta amboi amboi korang suka sokmo yer.siap nak tolong rekomenkan.TQ kpd sapa2 yg komen and offer diri and org lain utk jadi bf saya.huhu.

And Yes,Jae I want u!kui kui.
Tapi takpe.Jangan kesiankan saya sahabat-sahabatku sekelian.Kenapa nak kesiankan orang yang takde partner? We do live as happy as the other who found their other half.

Actually, it's wrong if we wait somebody to makes us happy. We ourselves have to make ourself happy. Other people just add the happiness in our life.

So. I'm happy. Besides, a very very special person just added extra sugar in my life.

Bosan!

2009-01-22T01:02:00.003+08:00

bosan!!! aku nak bf.
tapi kalo aku ada bf mesti takkan berkembang hidup aku ni.
kalo aku hidup indie, aku boleh hidup berdasarkan apa yang aku nak selama ni
tapi aku bosan.takdak sapa nak sembang.
So, moral of the story
Dating dengan ramai lelaki.
sbb kalo dating je takde komitmen.
haha.
haih, budak ni
bila nak grow up.
aku rasa aku nak buat ta'aruf je la
or terima apa pilihan mak aku nanti
..nanti masa umur aku 25.
sekarang kena kerja keras.

Siape pernah ke Bt Layar, Kota Tinggi?

2009-01-08T17:42:00.004+08:00

I'm going there this 31.2-2.2.09.

Confirm attendance :

Dai
Apai
awek Apai
Im
Epy
Remy

ade sesapa tertinggal?

dalam masa beberapa hari lagi ni, marilah kita sama-sama planning the best activities there.
Sesiapa yang pernah ke sana silalah comment and tell your experience there to me. Bad ke best punya experience ke.
Diyana tak kisah.
Sebab saya dah lama tak bercuti.
I mean setiap ari I cuti and setiap ari jugak I keje.
I just don't have a real vacation.
Thx!

Hai, saya Dyana saya nak kenal ngan awak.

2009-01-08T17:03:00.003+08:00

Suatu tengahari di kawasan Batu caves

dia : Hai, sorang je ke?

Saya : (sambil memerhati sekeliling) ade orang lain ke slain saya kat sni?

dia : tanya je, dah tengok awak sorang2.

Saya : lain kali tanyala soalan pandai skit.(sambil tersenyum)

dan dia pun tersengih sambil berlalu malu

Suatu malam di dalam kereta

dia : woi, bawak kete slow-slow boleh dok?reckless driver btul la

Saya : reckless driver pun, lesen saya tak kena tarik mcm sesetengah orang tu

dia: eeeii dia nia..astaghfirullah sambil memegang tasbih. Cuba dai rasa jantung ni berdegup mcm nak mati dah ni (sambil menarik tangan kiri saya ke jantungnya)

Saya : Tak rasa berdosa ke pegang tangan pmpuan?( dengan muka kewl nak mampus)

dia: eeii..astaghfirullah sabar-sabar.

Eh chup, diaorg tgh mengayat ae?
WOW! hebatnya..macamtu rupanya mengorat org.
hampeh tul kenapala aku leh tak penah perasan.
Tapi rasanya dulu penah terperasan
tapi silap signal.
MALU beb..
agaknya selepas kejadian tu terus trauma..
tu la lain kali nak ngorat cakap terus ke titik ( straight to the point)

bowsan asyik nak memahami ayat tersirat.
bowsan.
bosan.
bohsan.

Ditag Izza comel

2008-12-28T01:26:00.004+08:00

7 CIRI-CIRI LELAKI IDAMAN ANDA

Positive thinkers
Pandai ambil hati
Independent
Protective tapi tak mengongkong
Pemberi semangat
Manja dan suka manjakan
Yang paling penting,tak pengecut,mesti berani hadapi dugaan.

7 LELAKI YANG ANDA PERNAH CINTAI SEPANJANG HIDUP
Justin Timberlake
Jen
Amir Zaidi
Udin
Zairie
..susah nak mencintai orang

7 PERASAAN SEKIRANYA KELUAR DENGAN ORANG YANG ANDA MINATI
Yapedi!
Hurray!
Yahoo!
OMG!
Hebatnya!
Bestnya!
Tak sabaqnya!

7 TEMPAT ISTIMEWA YANG INGIN DILAWATI BERSAMA PASANGAN
Makkah
Provence,France
Rumah ibu bapa sendiri
Venice,Italy
London,UK
Alps, Switzerland
Bali,Indonesia

7 BARANG ISTIMEWA YANG AKAN DIHADIAHKAN KEPADA PASANGAN
kasih sayang tak terhingga (eh ini bukan barang)
J.CO
benda yang dia suka

7 TAJUK LAGU YANG AKAN ANDA NYANYIKAN UNTUK PASANGAN
Lagu yang ditulis sendiri
Lagu yang dibuat sendiri
Lagu yang dirakam sendiri
Lagu Kita-Aizat

7 RAKAN YANG ANDA AKAN TAG
Misha
Ixa
Jihani

Izza,kita dah jarang sembang yer. Miss ya!
P/S : I'm single and not looking.
P/S lagi : Not in the mood kalau cerita pasal lelaki.

Achering and Movie-ing

2008-12-28T00:32:00.005+08:00

Lepas makan sayur. I'm "allergic" to veges

Wajib baca blog dia

Nantila sambung cerita...

Sila lihat tarikh di gambar untuk paham apa yg nak diceritakan

2008-12-22T18:28:00.006+08:00

Hi, I'm at Taman Desa Right now, Baru balik dr Bangi. Boring la,ayat yg kuar dr jari skrg rasa cam tak best. Tak macam Jae,ringkas tapi bermakna. I'm just a membebel punya blogger. Anyway (ayat yg slalu i pakai), I nampak kereta impian I lagi di jalan raya. Oh sakitnya hati. Lagi sakit hati I hanya mampu ambil gambar je. Tapi takpe,tahun baru nak hampir. So does my new azam. Bekerja bersungguh-sungguh.

Nabil demam. Dah 3 hari I jaga dia. My best buddy maa. Petang tu I bawak dia p main layang-layang. Orang kata masa demam ubatnya kasih-sayang. So, I p tolong dia cari kasih-sayang kat taman. Tapi tak smpai 30 min dah hujan. Demam tak kebah.

Then, I p tgk Ip Man ngan Momo kat Pavilion.Best giler movie tu. Macam biasa, dia dijadikan model untuk kamera I. Then after balik office, kitaorg buat suprise birthday party for Dik E!. Ais kacang tinggi gila!!
Then,ms di Putrajaya I terjumpa kereta ni. I miss him. But, I bet He doesn't. So kenapa nak terhegeh-hegeh kan.
Owh, Sangat berbangga akhirnya Mali's corner yang bertahun diklasifikasikan sebagai gerai tepi jalan akan membuka first kedainya di Platinum park,Danau Kota. Hebatlah! tapi nasi lemak ayam and char kuey tiau mesti sesedap seperti dia gerai dulu tau.

OldTown is antara my fav makan place and harini baru kitaorg perasan Order Sheet dia salah eja.
And ini ialah permandangan KL dari Apartment Lanai Gurney, Keramat. Kitaorg ada meeting di sini sehari. Disebabkan kitaorg gila, kitaorg dihalau keluar terus.haha kidding.

Dari penulisan orang malas berfikir.

Haha Malu je

2008-12-18T14:46:00.000+08:00

Selalu memalukan diri sendiri
Lepas ni dah taknak msg dah

I'm OK.Time Teringat dia baru tak OK.

2008-12-16T17:22:00.004+08:00

Cerita Hantu yang sangat suspend.

Video Hantu yang sangat suspend

(Post Title and gambar takde kena mengena ngan isi post ni)

Minggu makan banyak

2008-12-16T16:58:00.003+08:00

Korang p Times SQ, turun bawah sekali and then kat centre ada restoran nama Sweetchat. Korang boleh jumpa makanan kat bawah ni di sana. Minggu ni memamg makan banyak. And dalam seminggu ni smua restoran yang aku kepingin nak p aku dah p try. Kat Sweetchat ni smua menu aku dah rasa.Nampaknya minggu depan nak puasa je.Hmmm...

Christmas limited edition Banana Parfait

BBQ Pita Bread

Durian Pancakes

Tak menang pun haha

2008-12-12T17:47:00.000+08:00

Apa yang penting?kerjasama? tak jugak..having fun is.
Well. I tak strike satu pun. Menyusahkan team betul! tapi diaorg tak kisah. Paling penting is semua stress dah lepas ke pin bowling. So, melepas cash prize RM1000,RM500 and RM 300. owh and kitaorg juga melepas RM 50 semasa perlawanan "strike once" semasa tunggu result. Takpe yang penting having fun..
Atleast Pakcik,hairi,Zairi and Che Lah tahu apa yang I buat selama ni..diaorg selalu confuse what's my job really like .
No. I'm not a bowler.

Team Civic : Zairi, Che Lah, Dai, Pakcik and Hairi at the front

Baiti and me with the Integra

Dope the 2nd best engine after engine NXS/NZX ape tah

Kena belajar pasal enjin kalo taknak dianggap "dimbo pandai bwk keta je tapi taktau pape pasal kereta".

My life is so great lalalalala

2008-12-12T16:50:00.000+08:00

Bau rokok disebelah kiri...aku toleh." Eh,comelnya budak ni,mata bundar,rambut lembut Nick Carter style"Sangat innocent.estimated age : 8-9 thn.
"Eh kecik2 dah pandai merokok ke?."

Being a new-breed-city girl does change me a bit. Perkara yang pelik di Sungai Petani dianggap biasa di Kuala Lumpur. Karakter yang aku simpan semasa di Sungai Petani habis terkeluar di Kuala Lumpur. Contohnya :

Di SP,aku tak suka keluar rumah after pukul 6 ptg tapi di KL kul 6 pg baru aku balik rumah. Sebab di KL,aku bekerja keras and kalo takde keje aku akan make sure aku kuar mengexplore KL ni. Tak kisahla berjalan-jalan,main sports,any recreations thingy and meet new people. Rugi kalau tak merasa experience ni masa kat KL.
Di SP,tak ramai orang nak main blogging. Di KL,anak jiran aku umur 12 thn dah ada blog sendiri.Haish..nampak tak beza budak KL and Budak SP. Diaorg lebih expose to many things.
Di SP, aku tak segila,tak bersungguh-sungguh, tak se-indie and willing to sacrifice seperti aku di KL. Yela,hidup sengsorang kena pandai jaga diri.

Yang penting, bila dah expose kenala pikir dulu baik ke buruk.

Ok, iklan je ni..actually nak citer pasal 10.12.2008.

Aku rasa cam org bodoh skit semalam. Hee..Benda paling bodoh pernah aku buat semasa di KL. Mencintai seseorang yang tak pasti mencintai aku. Dulu, aku pernah cakap kat diri sendiri. Long before I met him face to face. Aku akan suka dia despite of mcamna pun rupa and kerja dia. Because I already fall in love with his heart. I fall in love with his family. I fall in love with his shyness. I fall in love with his life vision. And the most dumbest thing is I would do anything for him.

Dyana never learn.

Dyana yang gila. Tak payah la ko penat cari kek untuk dia. Tak payah la ko nak buat suprise untuk dia. Tak payah la nak mengharap lagi. Sebab ko sndiri pun confuse apa sebenarnya terjadi. Ko dah penat kan ngan uncertainty?.

Yeap penat sangat.

Remy cakap " tak pyh ko buat semuanya kalo tak confirm dia suka kat ko.cukup kol n msg."

tapi si Dyana ni degil.(Sila refer no. 3).

So,semasa aku online di CC area Kelana Mall,aku putuskan utk share choc cheesecake ni dengan kawan-kawan aku yang memang confirm ada masa aku memerlukan. They deserved the cake better.

Aku send msg kat Hairie" Saya belanja korang choc cheesecake mlm ni!"

So, aku drive ke Kepong and dapat makan free kat Pizza Hut.

And dapat tgk movie Twilight free gakz.

And bercerita pasal Kehidupan and kereta after that.

Life's great!.

Harini ada tournament bowling di Times SQ. Me,Hairie, Pakcik,Che Lah and Zairi satu team. Harap dapat menang first prize, Cash RM 1000.00. Kalo tak first prize pun no .2 ok dah. RM 500.00.

Go Civic Team! (aku letak nama civic sempena nama fav car aku). Sorry guys. Nama team "Joga bonito", "Dak Nakal", "Notidark" tak diterima.heee..

I love this tag. TQ!

2008-12-04T21:51:00.001+08:00

Budak ni kan kalo nak tag orang mesti nama aku naik dulu. haihh. Cam tau2 jek aku mmg gemor wat tag yg unik2 ni. hoho. Ok ni tag dia:

1. Take your bag, be it hand bag, man bag, sling bag or any other bags that you put your stuff in.

2. Take everything out and put it nicely around the bag.3

. Describe the items found in your bag.

4. Let the readers judge.

I have three bags which I always used. But i fav this bag the most because it is vintage.
My purse is a must. I bought my Roxy purse when I was in depressed a year ago. I bought it at Bukit Bintang.RM99.sgt depressed.
My car key.
Ed. Pinaud's Compact Powder.
Ed. Pinaud's Passion Fluerie Cologne.
Ed. Pinaud's lipstick
Benefit's Benetint.
Buku kecil as a diary.
pen cair.
Motorola V3 pink.

muat-muat bag je.

7 habits towards unsuccesful life.

2008-12-03T05:56:00.002+08:00

Semalam memang kalut.kalut ngan mindset and attitude orang. Kalut ngan mindset and attitude diri sendiri jugak yang sampai sekarang berperangai pemalas. Bulan ni aku nak buang perangai malas tahap dewa aku. Aku taknak disebabkan malas aku ketinggalan lagi. Aku benci ditinggalkan. Aku tinggal orang takpe. ATleast aku sedar aku ni ada kekurangan and aku berani terima teguran walaupun perit. Dahla perit kena buat muka tak nangis/tak marah a.k.a muka takde ekspresi negatif bila kena tegur. Yang penting muka tak nampak berubah.Hooo sangat susah nak kawal perasaan masatu. Anyway atleast aku ada hati nak ubah and yang paling penting aku ada inisiatif nak berubah.And takde bagi banyak alasan kalau nak berubah.

Bangganyerr aku..
aku dah matured skit...

Korang boleh bayangkan tak,kalo someday anak-anak korang ikut perangai cam korang?. ala-ala bapak borek,anak rintik.
Masatu baru nak menyesal.
So aku taknak menyesal kemudian hari. Aku nak ubah mindset and attitude ke allign yang betul kembali. So that,anak-anak aku tak jadi mcm aku yang teruk dulu.
Atleast, aku akan ajar anak aku ngan perkara yang betul.

Katakanla kita sekarang seorang yang suka give up.
Percayalah,cara kita didik anak kita nanti akan membawa dia ke arah menjadi org yang suka give up jugak.
Percayalah..sebab my dad dulu-dulu pemalas nak ke dapur. Pastu dia terajar anak-anak dia jadi malas jugak ke dapur.Hee..daddy mintak ampun yer akak tak tau nak bagi contoh yang senang nampak.

Haa ni baru permulaan belum masuk lagi 7 habits towards unsuccesful life.
Tapi I think I want to stop now. Hoo tau tak dah 24 jam I tak tido. ni kul 7 ni Azrey ajak main basketball lak. Then kul 10pg ada shooting. Petang nak ke office.
Erk so nanti jadi 48 jam la tak tido?
Seb bek ada starbucks..

To be continued.

Dyana mancari Cinta

2008-12-01T15:26:00.002+08:00

Sakit kepala.Bukan sekarang. Ahad aritu hence hari aku teman Pakcik and Che Lah main layang-layang. Kalau duk rumah pun sakit kepala baik aku memilih utk kuar berjalan sambil sakit kepala. Senangkan ideologi aku.
Orang kata,kalo sakit, carila cinta.Heee
Di Taman Metropolitan Kepong aku mencari cinta.
Takla. aku tak kejaq jantanla.

Cinta anak ini ke atas ayahnya yang tak tahu penat semata-mata melihat ayahnya tak puas hati layang-layangnya asyik jatuh and cinta ayah ke atas anaknya yang mahu melihat layang-layangnya terbang

Cinta terhadap memancing yang menyatukan dua generasi berbeza.Atuk dan cucunya.

Cinta seorang ibu yang sedang merawat anaknya yang sakit perut.

Cinta seorang perempuan terhadap handphone pinknya sbg penghubung cinta antara dua insan.

Cinta seorang lelaki yang mahu dianggap lebih dari seorang kawan.

Balik dr Taman, pakcik belanja kitaorg makan. Kalau aku tak dizzy masatu mesti aku dah mkn banyak. Cinta terhadap makanan akan terganggu disebabkan sakit.

And the Awards goes to... Dyana The Freedom Fighter! owh yeah Owh Yeah

2008-12-01T14:14:00.003+08:00

Naik ke podium dengan dress meleret
" Oh Thank you...thank you..first of all I want to thank Allah S.W.T because of talent in writing he had gave to me. Mummy,Daddy for buying me a desktop and believe me when I said I want streamyx because I want to study online instead I actually want to chatting only. My bro because of keep urging me to watch *&^%........bla bla bla"

itu orang gedik boleh bagi ucapan mcmtu

"The Power Blog?"

Maksudnyer my blog ni ada power ke? Power untuk mengubah orang? huihui best2. Actually my first major reason I want to write is to change people's mindset towards life. I always urge people to stay and think positive all of time. Let's have a beautiful Life. C'mon guys we can create beautiful life together!.hehe did u guys changed?.

During my blogging, I met many people who are inspiring and I want to award them this Award to :

Jen
Hariry
Azrey
Ixa
NH ( but i don't think he reads my blog)

Thx Izza cayang!

I'm one of the boys

2008-11-30T16:13:00.003+08:00

Ada sesetengah manusia suka memilih kawan. Nak memilih yang kaya and high class. Dengan alasan,kalau nak kaya and high class kena bergaul dengan orang sebegitu. Aku pun kekadang memilih kawan juga. Aku mahu dikelilingi oleh orang yang berjaya sebab aku pun nak jadi orang yang success.Bukan suck. Masalahnya aku jarang bergaul dengan orang yang rajin. So sekarang aku ni dah jadi pemalas nak mampus. Ada sesiapa yang rajin tak kat sini?. Tak perlu orang yang rajin blogging sebab itu aku pun rajin. Aku nak cari kawan yang rajin bekerja.Heee sebab aku ni bukan org yang ada inner semangat. So,kenala bergaul dengan org2 macam yang aku nak jadi. Anyway, just a selingan. Today, aku nak create tag yang baru aku terpikir sebentar tadi. I mean masa mula-mula nak type post ni.

Bagi penangkap gambar (cameraman/camerawoman) sekalian. Tak kisah la begginer(aku di kategori ini) amateur or pro..

Postkan 4 gambar orang yang anda rasa mukanya photogenic
Perkenalkan/link mereka and kenapa korang kata diaorang tu photogenic
Tag 6 orang

So, bebalik pada tajuk post ni and selingan diatas, aku banyak kawan lelaki.Sebab bagi aku lelaki ni tough skit dr perempuan.(Hooo alasan apa da) and of course aku akan terikut aktiviti2 diaorg yang lasak and mencabar. Or atleast dapat isi masa lapang masa aku imsomnia that is kul 2pg-5pg). Tahu je la kan,perempuan mana nak kuar minum kul 3-4pg. Maybe,aku terkecuali. So,nak ajak lepak mestila yang paling senang keluar is lelaki.

Siang-siang aku suka bergaul ngan perempuan. Boleh shopping and menganyam "ketupat" sekali. Eh, aku dah lari tajuk ni. Ok, so let's continue..

Orang pertama aku rasa dia photogenic is Pakcik. 26 thn. Kitaorg sekampung. SP. Mana-mana sudut aku amik gambar dia mesti jadi lawa. And I'm so sad that my face tak.huhu. Bagi aku, muka pakcik jugak akan nampak educated kalo dia memegang buku and layang-layang.

Orang kedua is Hairie.22 thn.Org kampung aku gak. Bagi aku dia suka amik gmbr yg jarang orang nak amik. Contohnya,gambar asap rokok keluar dr mulut then masuk ke hidung. Smart-smart. And paling penting matanya.

Oh-hoh yang ni aku suka. Asy/Acap.21 thn.Adik aku. Rambut dia yang smpai menutup mata sangat sesuai ngan muka dia. Ada satu gambar lain yang aku amik dari bawah kaki dia. Dah taktau mana simpan.Itu sangat-lah smart.Nampak sangat kewl giler. Sayang adik selalu!

Tapi, aku nak vote si Dia ni paling photogenic penah aku amik. Gambar masa dia tutup mata, tutup muka dia ngan tangan, gambar masa dia duduk saje-saje semuanya cantik.

Aset dia kat gigi and senyumannya. Serious! tengokla sndiri.

Kat sni aku tak letak gmbr aku sebab aku tak photogenic( wiwiwiwi).

Aku nak tag:

Izzah
Epy
Im
Azrey
Jihani
Momo

Wow! panjangnyer tag ni.Takpe banyak masa malam ni

2008-11-27T22:41:00.003+08:00

The rules:-Link to your tagger and post these rules.

List 8 random facts about yourself and tag 8 people

lovable and want to be loved

funny (kui kui kui)

in the process nak jadi poyo and budget

cute (gagaga)
pemalas nak mampus
straight to the point and tak paham maksud kalo ada org berkias
suka berkawan ngan lelaki sebab diaorg kurang emotional
sayang family sangat3x

YOU

first name:Diyana Nadiah Tojiman

name you wish you had: I love my name. I think it's so cantik

what do people normally your name as:Dyana/nadia/Dai/Dizzy

birthday:4th october 1985

birthplace: Klinik Aisyah, Sungai Petani,Kedah
single or taken: single kot
zodiac sign:Libra

YOUR APPEARANCE

h0w tall are you:1.63 m
wish you were taller:tambah la dlm 10 inch lagi ke,bolehla jadi model
eye colour:dark brown
current hair color:black
short or long hair:short.
ever dye your hair a bizarre color:never did it.Nanti masa nak mandi wajib kena botakkan plak.
last time you did something dramatic with you hair:potong sndiri smpai jadi cam helmet,tension punya pasal.
glasses or contact:both.
do you wear make up:Yes. Ed. Pinaud and Benefit are my favs.
paint your nails:sekali je.nak test.

In a opposite gender
what color eye:tak heran
what color hair:tak heran
shy or outgoing:outstanding.
sexy or cute: boy next door
serious or fun:both.
older or younger than you:tak kesah,Sebaya pun ok.
a turn on: Can engage in a good non-stop conversation
turn off:smoker
flowers or chocolates:choc.
pepsi or coke:none
rap or rock:both
relationship or one night stand:relationship yang ada jaminan.Takdak kias2.
school or work:both
love or money:both
movie or music:both
country or city:both
sunny or rainy days:both
friends or family:both.
have you everlie:yess. :P
stole something:yes
smoked: sekali je sbb nak test.
hurt someone close to you:yes
broke someone's heart: rasanya
had you heart broken:yes
wonder what was wrong with you:yes
wish you were prince or princess:princess Dyana
like someone who was taken:taktau dia taken ke tak.
shaved your head:no
used chopstick:yes
sang in the mirror to yourself:v.
favorites flower:white roses
candy: tak suka
song:universal listener.
scent: green tea
color:colourful
movie:something yg x berat
singer: Yuna
junk food:rarely eat
website: dyanafreedomfighter.blogspot.com
location:Bt Caves
animal: cat
ever cried over someone:yes
is there anything you wish you could change about yourself:a lot.
in a positive way do you think you're attractive:yes. I can make people laugh.
if you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose:tak suka sebab kebanyakkan puteri diselamatkan and hanya mengharapkan puteranya dtg menyelamatkanya.Geesh! talk about pemalas and penggantung.
Do you play any sports:yes.Hockey,basketball.

br belajar nak edit gambar

2008-11-27T22:35:00.002+08:00

Tak lama lagi blog ni jadi blog gambar. dah takde penulisan dari owner blogger ni.
Anyway, ada org suruh kurangkan cakap.I guess type pun satu percakapan.

Aku buntu. So, aku pinjam gitar Paren dan kuar ngan kawan-kawan mencari idea.

2008-11-25T20:16:00.005+08:00

Dai. Pakcik. Hairie
Anyway aku ada lagu baru.
Layang-Layang
and
Cure.

Jojoe and Jojie

2008-11-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

muka baru bangun tido

Bermain layang-layang di Kepong

2008-11-23T21:48:00.003+08:00

Dai . Pakcik . Che Lah.

Tolong jap

2008-11-23T00:50:00.000+08:00

Macamana nak kurangkan kepoyoan?

Wah dapat award! tak jadi nak hiatus heeee

2008-11-23T00:18:00.003+08:00

Izza kata blog ni best and paling gila!
eh silap
dia kata aku yang best and gila-gila!
thank you so much!

Sekarang nak citer kenapa aku layak dapat award ni

Sebab aku giler-giler dalam keayuan/serious. Contohnya : hmm tak dapat diberi contoh. Korang kena dengar cara aku communicate ngan org. Muka serious n control ayu tapi ayat dikeluarkan sangat tak dek dimasuk akal.(Kecuali masa aku handle business).
Sebab aku "Mind over matter" punya orang. Mcmana nak explain mind over matter aek. Cthnya mcm tak kisah pape asalkan aku dpt buat sudah. Eh bukan bukan bukan. Aku pun taktau.
Aku best sebab aku buat orang kaya kat otak, kat hati and kat poket.
Aku best sbb aku leh smbg ngan smua org dengan bestnya.
Aku best sbb aku sgt confident and kdg2 terover poyo.

So, aku nak awardkan award ini ke orang-orang best yang selama ni byk membestkan aku

Azrey
Ixa
Epy
Misha

Nak letak banyak lagi tapi rules dah kata 4. Tapi for me,all my Geng Freedom Fighters, Geng GL and ma discotheque aku sangat best and gila-gila.

P/S:suppose aku online arini sebab nak citer kisah aku yg sedih smlm tapi tak jadi after dpt award ni. rasa gembira balik.Thx Izzah!

Dlm Hiatus pun ada org nak tag.Looks like my blog needs me.heee

2008-11-22T23:05:00.004+08:00

1. The last person to tag you was?
Izza

2. Your relationship with him/her?
my family.aww heee

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
1st impression
indie
Yuna's die hard fan
simple
tabik sebab muda2 dah ada label sndiri
pemalu

but then actually she's kinda
High spirited
tak kisah ape org nak kata kat dia
suka senyum
tak malu ( in a good way of course)
sweet

4. The most memorable thing that she/he has ever done for you?
bila nampak I dia akan terus senyum and melambai-lambai and terus bercerita pasal apa dah berlaku kat dia. I feel so important.heee

5. The most memorable word that she/he has said to you?
Kak Diana comel.haha in my dream.

6. If she/he becomes your lover, you will..
rasanya mst satu Malaysia gempak.

7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will..
pray kat malaysia ada jual tshirt bertulis "Kak Diana is *&%^"

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on....
-

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
no reason to be an enemy pon.

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her are..
hmm mcm family selalu buat

11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
org muda giler2 yg pikir ms depan

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you ?
Baiti cakap I org yg kurang leadership

13. Who is your ideal ?
Dia.sebab dia contrary.

14 What do you hate about yourself ?
pemalas nak mampus

15. For the people who care for you and like you, say something about them?
Nak peluk boleh?

16. 5 people to tag answer:
Jen
Izzah
Azrey
Jihani
Epy

Cure

2008-11-20T18:18:00.002+08:00

I'm on my way writing my new song.
Sebab sekarang rasa tak happy.
dah tak reti nak luah kat blog.
Tak reti nak angkat phone and call anybody.Usually I akan still sounds happy.
Tak reti nak meets anybody and tells problems.
Tajuk lagu ni Cure.
Nantikan...

Thankful my work always needs travelling

2008-11-18T17:58:00.002+08:00

I bump into an unexpected scene. Kereta terbakar. It was awesome. Not awesome to the car's owner. Sorry for your teribble lost.

But I am very excited with my career as mine meets me with daily adventure. Macam ni. Susah tau nak jumpa kereta terbakar!.
I was on my way to the office.Masa amik gmbr ni terasa bahang api nyer. Dahla nak start meletup.

Happy Birthday Misha!

2008-11-18T03:33:00.001+08:00

menyesal tak pi Friendtastic Camp

2008-11-17T16:55:00.003+08:00

Azrey dah jerit freindtastic!!
Misha dah offer diri nak jadi MC bulan depan.
Izzah pun dah post about it.

The thing is I got migraine yang sangat teruk. Serious bangun sikit dah nak tumbang I just boleh call that I cannot make it dalam kebaringan. Bukan nak mintak simpati.

I already paid and I know I sangat-sangat rugi.

I hate migraine.

P/S: My life tetiba pathetic sbb tak p camp itu.

Haish~

Ok I nak out. Ada meeting ngan Steven kat Times SQ.

I want to add another weird habit.

2008-11-17T15:52:00.004+08:00

Weird tak weird sangat la.
But it sure cause traffic.

So I want to add this to my list of things that makes me happy.

Blogging
Listening to my fav tunes
Write songs
Shopping
Talk to strangers
Amik gambar dalam kereta.

I often settle my problem in my car.I makes all personal and business calls in my car eventhough I'm driving. I scream in my car. I laugh alone in my car. I cry alone in my car. So, to cheer me up I like to take photos. Klik* kliks** haha. And here's my latest self-potrait photo taken just right after I cried. Just look at my eyes kawan-kawan. It's brown in colour la. I baru perasan.

I got one weird habit

2008-11-16T02:35:00.005+08:00

I was so in stressed yesterday. I met a girl who is always broke her promises, give lame excuses till you can say "hello, itu pun kamu takleh pikir ke ______" and never berpendirian teguh (apa dalam english aeh?). How can she lives in this world with these kind of attitude?. Whoever think he/she have these stupid perangai, you know you are not likable darling.

But, as a good businesswoman I must stay professional all the time. Keep smiling and kewl is the right key. Irwan Zulkefli know how to do it with style. Salute!.

On our latest leadership training, we learned how to manage stresses. Baiti had asked us to list 5 things that makes me happy. So here's mine.

Blogging (that's why I have a blog).
Listening to my fav songs.
Write lyrics/songs.
Shopping.
Talk to strangers.

People in the training were so confused/terkezut with my last "5 things that makes me happy". But yeah, I think for the time being, that's what I do best. Talk to strangers.
I think it's a habit now.
I feel so relax when talking to strangers. They don't know you and you are obviously don't know them.

Upon driving with still the madness in my head,marah kat budak pompuan giler tu I called Hairie.

Hairie. I met him at the ice rink when skating with my friends last week but actually he's in my Yahoo! Messenger's friends' list. I think he's in my list for a year now. But I never knew who he was till I wrote my YM's status " Sakit badan main ice skating". Rupenyer dia ke yang I selalu senyum-senyum masa kat ice rink (see Jihani I dah kata I gedik) and kawannya yang agak besar itu selalu jatuh depan saya (saya yang perasan).

What a small world.

Nanti kitaorg nak p main ice skating lagi. kan Hairie kan?
Korang nak buli saya kan?
Korang memang berani kan?
Nanti I nak bawak 2 bodyguard. Momo and Helmi.
Huhu memandai je letak nama orang.
Or Beb, do you wanna go?
I'll be your bodyguard I promise.

Sometimes it's hard to lead people to the right lights

2008-11-15T02:12:00.004+08:00

I've been wondering lately, why people always love to ask me to join them to do something that is "lagha" rather than urge me to do something useful.

Am I that playful?
Am I not that serious towards life?

I don't think so. I know my borders.
They don't.

And someday they gonna regret when they refused to do something important towards their life.
When I come and offer to lead their hands.Together.

Anyway Pretty-Tasty blogshop is gonna open for customers this month. Me and Izzy already found a model suits the clothes. We gonna have our shoot outdoor as Izzy planned it.
Owh yeah!
We sell Pretty clothes and Tasty cakes/muffins incase you didn't know.
Wish us luck Beb.

Haish~` I'm on hiatus but ni saje saje je nak blogging

2008-11-12T11:14:00.008+08:00

Have you ever in a situation where you can's sleep in the night? Or as what Ejam call it, Dyana Syndrome.
I always get that. Every night. Still I wake up for my Subuh and breakfast.And then an hour later I feel dizzy.( Another reason why people call me Dizzy)

Post this time,Special skit. I nak cerita dalam waktu yang mengundur plak. Starts from 3 a.m this morning.

I jumpa Helmi Shamimi atau yang I selalu panggil Momo. It was a last minute call to ask him out coz Nabil want to meet Helmi (another friend of us) kat area Bandar Tun Hussien Onn.Itu pun planning last minute. So dah alang-alang baik jumpa Momo. Owh ni first time I jumpa dia setelah lama stalk blog dia huhu.

Dia ni banyak cakap la, rasa nak stapler mulut dia. Hehe just kidding .I mean in a good way la. Kalau dia senyap nanti dengar bunyi cengkerik je or in our case, bunyi motor rempit. Maybe masatu tengah pening pekena kopi kaw panas tak dapat nak react apa yg dia cakap ngan sempurna. Kesian dia. Nasib baik ada Nabil bercerita pasal Stephen Hawking, Physics and Anti-matter.(^!^)

Oh! remember dulu I ada post pasal mini Austin ?. Momo ada bgtau dia ada Mini Clubman (Geez, I tak tau beza Mini Austin, Mini Clubman and etc) and mlm smlm akhirnya dapat jugak tgk keretanya. Percayalah, I sangat jakun tengok keretanya. Mana nak letak kunci? Mana nak on bateri ( I punya kereta tak perlu on bateri ), Mcamana nak bukak pintu. Yeap, I macam pening-pening nak kuar dari kereta dia sebab tak reti bukak pintu. Bagi I yang tak tahu pape ni, I kagum ngan keta dia sebab dia modified sndiri smua. Lagi kagum masa Helmi test drive seround keliling kedai. First time I naik keta tanpa seatbelt!. Sangat ngeri..

Nabil and Helmi

Anyway, kitaorg dah jumpa 2 org model untuk Mini Clubman.

Korang remember Nabil and Helmi? Haritu p main ice skating sama-sama.

Helmi dah abis belajar and sekarang dia tengah busy amik upah bunuh orang. Tengok saje lagaknyer. Orang yang dia nak bunuh terus mati on the spot tengok lagak dia. Dia meng-offer I bunuh diri banyak kali. Nasib baik imam kuat. Haha. Hmm.. what I meant is dia jual Sisha. Fiuh~

Ni la owner blog ni. kot-kot orang tak kenal.heehe

Nabil is my officemate a.k.a buddy plg best. Terpengaruh baca buku sebab dia. Thank god I met her. Boleh jugak I improve my readings.

Nabil beli buku baru lagi. Chakra Theraphy tentang pemulihan tenaga Chakra dlm badan and Superclass iaitu mengenai orang-orang yang control ekonomi dunia. I nak jadi Superclass. Suka hati korang la nak kata I tak layak ke, angan-angan Mat Jenin ke. Yang penting aku tau apa aku nak and aku akan fokus. Paham ?(mata bulat).

Oh yer, I found your car again Beb.hehe. Bila nak jumpa DA 1111 ni?

Ok dah abis.
Eh nak cakap skit..
one of the reason I nak on hiatus jap is because my writing is not good as before err or never been good pun. Kdg2 rasa nyampah ngan post sndiri. Mcm gedik.. geddit? tapi setiap kali keluar rumah, ada je benda first time yang I dapat buat. And the camera takleh tak snap the memorable moment. And so here I am again. Jangan bosan yer.

Ok dah abis.
Serious dah abis.
I need a pain killer.

My playlist

2008-11-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

Yuna After Midnight
Yuna These Streets
Lady Gaga Just Dance
Lucy in the Loo Some Kind of Chemistry
Ne-yo Miss Independent
Alicia Keys ft. Jack White Another Way To Die
Nightwish Phantom of The Opera
TI Ft. Rihanna Live Your Life
Britney Spears Womanizer

Honestly I'm a fans of britneyspears.com and they had asked Britney's fans to record themselves singing "Womanizer" and to send the vids. So far they have received some pretty hillarious vids. So, enjoy!. It's so funny.

Dyana is on hiatus...until further notice

2008-11-11T14:31:00.002+08:00

Nak rehat jap dari dunia blogging ni. Tak tahu berapa lama. Sebulan, Seminggu or maybe sehari je hehe. Yelah, dulu pernah terfikir nak rehat gak tapi sehari dah gian nak ber-blogging.

Nak rehat sebab..dah tak ramai org nak komen. Seriously 3 comments per post memang menyebabkan down.huhu.Takla ape alasan macamtu plak.

Nak rehat sebab..malam-malam selalu gayut kat telefon macam monyet. Kadang-kadang sampai tertidur. Orang di sebelah telefon panggil pun dah tak sedar. Ok, apa kena-mengena dengan blogging?

Nak rehat sebab...dah lama tak tidur awal.Paling awal pukul 4 pagi sebab cari idea nak blogging. Tapi kalo tak blogging pun mesti ym ngan kwn-kwn or gayut. Sebab takleh tidur.

hmmm..

Aku nak rehat sebab aku mcm dah lebih utamakan blog aku dari business aku. I should know this blogging world memang akan menarik aku dari dunia realiti. Kadang-kadang aku biar je dia tarik sesuka hati. That's bad because I should be the one who control my life. Anyway Kalau aku tak buat business betul-betul aku dah takleh blog jugak. Sape nak bayar RM 138 broadband aku ni every mth? Sapa nak bayar RM 700 apartmen sewa aku ni? Sape nak bayar RM 300 bil telefon aku every month? Sapa nak bayar insurans RM 1000 every mth? Sapa nak bayar kalau aku nak p ber-gathering lagi?dengan gigs lagi? dengan shopping lagi...

kalau aku dah senang,aku tak kisah ditarik ke dunia blog selama-lamanya. Serious aku tak kisah. Tarikla aku wahai Syaitan blogspot...

Tapi sekarang, tak boleh.

Attention GLites

2008-11-09T23:09:00.003+08:00

Kyra, Ayue, me and Bie

I have some important convention this 15th and 16th.
Takleh join korang.
Ennuf said.
hukhuk.

Nak kenal kawan sejati saya?

2008-11-09T21:00:00.003+08:00

Team 4 tengah pikir strategi nak menang

Azfar,Kudin,Zul and Fai (engineer petronas nih!)

Alap - this is the best pic I took yesterday.Nampak kurus.

Ijon and JJ

me,oshien (bakal orang kaya baru) and Syafiq Kacak Tuttt (dia katela)

True friends are whom stick with us through ups and downs. I'm so proud I have them along the journey. Sakit badan ni beb, our physical and mental were tortured during our training in PD last weekends.
We have found "another us".
I have found another side of me. The "Gila-Gila" and "The Dia je yang nak menang". Haish teruk ni, nanti orang akan terus mengata aku budget bagus. huhu.

Idea before tido

2008-11-08T01:21:00.002+08:00

Tak der idea maybe sebab tengah sakit perut and pening datang balik.
Adios nite* nite*

Kasih sayang adalah kunci demamku kebah dalam masa 2 jam sahaja

2008-11-07T20:10:00.007+08:00

Ingat tak kawan-kawan call ini? After the call, aku terus migraine yang teruk sampai ke tulang belakang. Tapi muka tetap maintain pro. Till today. After kuar lunch tengahari, sangat tak tahan sampai nangis. Masa Remy call,nangis boleh control lagi. After that dah takleh tahan.

Masa ni la jasa adik-beradik diperlukan. Masa aku tak larat, Asy telah menjagaku.
Dia beli epal kegemaranku,soup mushroom and actifast.
Dia menyuapkan epal ke mulutku
Dia tak menjumpai towel kecil,so dia amik tisu and basahkan kepala and muka ku sampai hilang makeup.
Oh, and dia amik gambar aku masa demam..

And amik gambar dia jugak

Dr. of the day

Dr ini sangat menakutkan...

Jihani nak gambar aku!

2008-11-07T03:58:00.003+08:00

Jihani malu lah tu nak mintak gambar aku sebab tu dia suruh buat tag ni.
Haha just kidding honey...
Jihani, saya baru perasan saya ditag tadi. Masa tu tengah celebrate birthday party kawan. Anyway hang punya pasai saya post la la ni jugak.

Tada..

Beb, ni la dipanggil tudung selekeh. Tudung after work. But I still look cute am I?

Anyway aku nak tag

Beb (haha 2 kali dah,tak buat I nak majuk)
Im ( treat urself happy with this tag ok)
Ejam ( fokus kat braces comel itu)
Epy (muka jangan garang tau)
Dialoq (sajer nak kenal ko lbh)
Apai (jgn lupa pakai baju masa amik gmbr)
Syakira Ikram ( can't wait to se ya pic darl)
Misha ( si shantek tahap dewa)
Wani ( si shantek nak mampus lah)
Izzah ( si shantek giler)

syarat2 tag yang telah dialih bahasakan:

* take a recent photo of yourself OR take a picture of yourself RIGHT NOW.

* DONT change your cloth. DONT fix your hair, just take a picture.

* Post that picture with NO editing.

* post this instruction with your picture.

* Tag 10 people to do this.

Ok Jihani! malam ni hantu takkan hempap saya. wink* winks*

First time kena migraine

2008-11-06T15:53:00.001+08:00

Migraine dah attack sampai tulang belakang.

ok daa nak ke office

Got a call by Donald Trump

2008-11-06T15:13:00.002+08:00

I remember Azroy always call me Donald Trump despite of what I do similar to my beloved Mr. Trump.

Till I thought I am Donald Trump.

Till yesterday I got a short and simple call from me. I mean Mr. Trump.

That's why I got migraine attack yesterday.

Apai and Dialoq dah ada blog

2008-11-06T14:38:00.003+08:00

I told ya,org kewl je buat blog.

wink*winks*

I like this.kamu pun wajib suka.

2008-11-06T12:51:00.000+08:00

Copied from Irwan's blog... Betul-betul buat beta terfikir. Sometimes banyak perkara bermain di fikiran, dari people around us membuat kita mendapat dorongan untuk berfikir sejenak...

You never have to choose between work and enjoyment. You can do both.
You can choose to do work that you enjoy. You can also choose to enjoy whatever work you do.
The work you do enables you to create value. The work you do while enjoying yourself enables you to create immense and highly meaningful value.
There is a reason why you have chosen to do the work you do. Explore that reason, connect it with your deepest purpose, and you'll find a way to enjoy whatever the task may be.
One of your most persistent driving desires is to make a difference. Enjoy the fact that you have the opportunity to work at things that will indeed make a difference.
Work with enjoyment and gratitude. Not only will your work bring rewards, you'll also find that your work is itself a great reward.

Yes peeps! He's also available.

2008-11-04T18:44:00.006+08:00

EPY

Klik sini dulu before baca post ni

Dia tak garang macam wajahnya.
Dia sangat baik tau!
Tak percaya?
klik sini.

To be continued.

Sangat Suka Gambar Ini

2008-11-04T03:11:00.003+08:00

me and Nabil

Cuba bayangkan heret bag roda selama 30 minit masuk ke Sg Congkak. Mana tak peluh.Anyway dah smpai pun ke destinasi.

P/S: Hey I baru perasan I selalu pakai baju colour hijau.Hijau muda,hijau gelap,hijau terang etc.

Weekend ni seimbang dengan keseriousan bekerja dan keseronokkan bermain

2008-11-03T14:11:00.005+08:00

Saturday : Key leaders discussed on module's content.

Mummy,Daddy you must be proud of me. I'm a "teacher" now.Business teacher.

Lenguh tau satu badan

2008-11-03T04:00:00.006+08:00

Always stick for green colour.GREENLOVE!Dai, Kyra and Bie

Notice the pink and green girl?That's Bie and me.BTW, kitaorg pakar main ice skating!hakhak.

Attendance?

Helmi and me

Faiz, Bie and again me
Helmi and Nabil

Actually it's 7 of us. plus Baiti and Kyra. But Baiti gave up after an hour and went to do something she knows best. Shopping!. Kyra lagi la tgk dari luar je but she took several nice pics of us jatuh masa main.Anyway give them (accept me and Helmi) a round of applause because diaorg ni first timer tau dlm bidang ice skating ni.Yang paling penting,diaorang never give up and nak pusing lagi satu ring.Salute!

So,apa yang kita belajar masa main ice skating yer kawan-kawan?

Breakthrough-For first timer,perkara yang paling menakutkan is perkara yang kita tak tahu and takut nak buat. Ingat tau,selagi kita tak start,kita takleh breakrthrough.
Berani- berani melangkah ke jalan seterusnya,berani jatuh.
Never give up- Dah jatuh jangan nangis tapi bangun and teruskan.
Teambonding-best giler tolong-menolong ajar main,jatuh sama-sama,gelak sama-sama.sergah sama-sama.
Lelaki handsome-yes! that's why I love ice skating.Kalo jatuh mesti ada lelaki handsome akan tolong angkat. Percayalah!

Nak testimonial?

Bie, Faiz and Nabil. Tak pernah ice skating. Apatah lagi roller blading. Mereka sanggup bayar RM 18 for entrance and RM 8 for gloves semata-mata nak breakthrough.
Bie. Berani ke tengah walaupun dia tahu dia akan jatuh tanpa memegang apa-apa/siapa-siapa.
Faiz. jatuh berjuta kali tapi dia ckp kat kitaorg "Selagi aku tak skate selaju 20km/j aku takkan berenti!".
Let me count..yeap 4 lelaki handsome sekaligus offer tangan after I bawak laju melepasi diaorg. Err..maybe diaorg nak perli kot.

Anyway, after that kitaorg pi tengok Horror movie, The Coffin.Dengan baju yang basah.

Anyway, I really heart this pic. It shows that first time meet doesn't mean we can't be best friend.

P/S: First time jumpa Faiz Amer.First time Kyra, Bie and Faiz jumpa Nabil,Baiti and Helmi.

Yes peeps! He's available.

2008-11-01T02:08:00.005+08:00

AZAM thx celebrate ma birthday!

Actually aku mengambil masa yang lama mencari ayat sincere dari hati pabila aku mahu menulis tentang kawan-kawan GLku.

Bukan diaorang tak best sampai tak terkeluar ayat sincere yang baik,tapi diaorang sangat best sampai aku taknak ayat-ayat aku melukakan hati mereka.

Dalam GL, aku rapat ngan Bie, Kyra, Ayue,Remy, Im, Epy dan AZAM. Yang lain belum sempat kenal and kalau kenal pun jarang msg kan Ejam kan?

Yang paling selalu aku call : Bie
Yang paling selalu call aku : Azam

Aku suka Azam.
Jap jap nak reka ayat supaya tak diskandal.And so that bakal boyfriend tak ingat aku menduakan dia.
Ermm..takdak ayat yang lagi bagus. Aku suka Azam(and adakah anda tahu minat,suka,sayang,cinta,kasih itu berlainan maksud?)
oh ya, Missy siti, Azam nak kenal kamu! wink** winks*.

Asal aek aku suka dia? Sebab bila aku bersembang ngan dia aku perasan dia ni gembira dalam sedih menyebabkan aku nak tahu lebih dia ni siapa actually.
Setiap kali aku sembang ngan dia,aku rasa sedih sebab aku tak dapat tahu apa sebenarnya cerita sedih yang dia simpan dalam hati. Sayangnya aku tak dapat tolong pun (ni baru kawan sejati ok).
And dia berusaha buat aku gembira dengan lawak dia yang tak jadi tu.
Seriously FYI, kitaorg sembang mesti ada content. Bukan cerita kosong/buat lawak tak tentu pasal.

Ok,betul rasanya cakap Epy,aku tulis blog ikut suka ati aku je sampai orang tak paham apa yang aku nak ceritakan.

Anyway, this is a perasan-punya blog isn't it? Criter pasal life sendiri.
Well, satu je alasan aku. Aku sibuk dgn hidup sendiri sampai tak sempat nak kecoh bercerita pasal orang lain yang aku tak kenal dari dekat.

Ok, aku dah confuse apa yang aku nak cakap ni.

Nanti sambung lain.

Owh Nikon D40 Azrey!

2008-10-31T02:05:00.006+08:00

Abang Megat,Adik Azrey,Akak Dyana.Snapped by Izzy.hehe terlupa disebalik kamera yang best ada seorang camerawoman cantik dibelakang.

Gambar D40 kamu sangat cantik ! Akak nak beli kamera mcm kamu jugak !

Ok,enough shouting. Bestkan beraya rumah Syakira!( jerit lagi).Makan cuppacakes sedap giler and Soto.Thx invite kitaorg yer Sya. Anyway korang kenal Azrey? He's an inspiring director. Megat? He's an uprising actor. Hehe. Diaorg sedang menjalani shooting video clip lagu err lupa tapi dari band Indonesia yang popular. Sian korang penat-penat shooting tapi still sempat ikut kitaorg beraya.Ke sebab makan punya pasal?.

Being a woman

2008-10-30T20:50:00.005+08:00

Got to have atleast 2 killer heels. The one which kill us when walking and still make us look stylishly charming.

Need a BFF.Mine is Nabil. We're so contra yet so similar in certain right things. I love her damn much!.

Wear diamonds or still dreaming on having one. I nak yang besar tu!

Nanti ada idea sambung lain.

Keseronokkan? hanya datang sementara dimana ia takkan datang kalo kita tak bekerja dengan keras

2008-10-30T15:24:00.014+08:00

Tempat kitaorg berseronok!

Sudah hampir 3 bulan kami pulang dari Jakarta.TQ again to Danny sebab mengingatkan bahawa aku sebenarnya memang ada mengambil gambar semasa disana. Anyway, rambut palsu sudah ditanggalkan,baju 70 an sudah dipulangkan. Sekarang mari kita bekerja dengan bersungguh-sungguh pula.

Berseronok memang seronok kan?. Dah nama pun seronok. hehe. Ingat tak motto kita Freedom Fighters tersayangku? "Kalau bekerja,bekerja bersungguh-sungguh. Kalau bermain,bermain bersungguh-sungguh.Don't play safe".

Ok "Don't play safe tu personal motto aku".

Semasa di Jakarta aku telah membuat banyak kerja gila dimana aku buat berseorangan. Bukan takdak geng ok. Aku taknak rosakkan geng aku dengan mentaliti aku masa tu. Antaranya:

______ __________ _______ (takleh cerita lah)
________ ______ ( ni pun lagi takleh cerita)
______ ________ (ni Nabil je tahu)

Selepas balik Kl, aku rasa menyesal and sangat takut kalau ada gambar masa aku buat kesalahan tu disnap sesiapa. Apatah lagi gambar tu dijadikan slideshow. Serious kawan-kawanku, setiap kali kita pasang slideshow ttg percutian kita di Jakarta aku rasa nak lari je....or tutup mata.
Anyway, nak tau jugak ke apa aku dah buat?

ok la

Aku maki kat makcik cleaner sebab tumpahkan detergent kat dress aku.
Aku tendang tayar sebuah taksi disana sebab tipu duit aku.
Aku amik gambar ngan seorang maknyah yg tak dikenali dengan aksi yang arghh!! aku tak sanggup nak teruskan ayat ini.

Anyway, aku dah berdosa.
Aku nak bekerja keras ni.

Take attention jap

2008-10-29T17:27:00.001+08:00

Eddy and Danny.dua merpati sejoli.Thx for the pix
ya!

Danny baru send gambar kitaorang p Jakarta selepas hampir 3 bulan buat arkib

2008-10-29T13:52:00.005+08:00

what's up with my expression?apa yang jelik sangat tu ?

oh patutla..

Matlamat dan Tanggungjawab

2008-10-28T19:06:00.002+08:00

My mum just called from Sabah.

Mummy : best apa...tadi daddy ngan adik tunjuk gambaq depa amik ms round2 pantai tadi. Mummy baru balik dari kerja ni.

Akak : Takpela atleast mummy dapat pi. Akak boleh tengok gambaq ja.

Mummy : takpa,nanti kita p langkawi satu famili.Sian Azrul dlm family kita dia sorg ja tak p lagi.

Akak : Ha, ok bulan 12 ni kan?

I remembered yesterday's conversation with dad

Daddy : Akak kena kumpul duit sekarang. Mummy nak p langkawi bulan 12 ni.

Daddy : Pastu,akak kena kumpul duit sekarang. Mummy n daddy nak p haji nanti.

AKak : Daddy nak p haji bila?

Daddy : 2 thn lagi. Jangan tunggu daddy kaki dah lenguh baru nak bagi daddy pi haji.

Akak : tak aih,kakak buat business sungguh-sungguh la ni. Kak janji daddy dapat p Haji lagi awai dr daddy expect ok?.

Actually when I recalled the conversation, it makes me cry. This is the first time ever my dad hoping me to do something for us. I know they are hoping me to improve our life better. For all the fights and sacrifises it makes me more matured person and I know even I take the path less taken, I know I'm gonna achieve it. Walaupun susah. Because all these time it makes my family bonded again. I was stunned when Ash said

"Ok, akak drive kereta leklok.I love you"

I cried on the spot.

"Ya Allah, sesungguhnya,tabahkanlah aku dalam cabaran akan datang. Sesungguhnya 2 tahun ini telah membuat aku menjadi seorang insan yang berguna.Alhamdulillah"

Sekarang aku ada matlamat baru and aku bertanggungjawab untuk melaksanakannya.

I gotta post this!

2008-10-28T17:36:00.003+08:00

another Ash's treasure

Balkis kamoo sangat comel! tak sabar nak balik kg peluk kamoo lagi...

Miss Independent

2008-10-28T16:39:00.003+08:00

Indie woman. Thx Ne-yo for writing this song for me!.

Mama

2008-10-28T14:49:00.006+08:00

Mama, thank you for all I am

Thank you for all the things I'm not
Forgive me for the words unsaid
For the times I forgot
Mama remember all my life
You showed me love, you sacrificed
Think of those young and early days
How I've changed along the way [along the way]
And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
And I miss you, yeah I miss you
Mama forgive the times you cried
Forgive me for not making right
All of the storms I may have caused
And I've been wrong, Dry your eyes [dry your eyes]
Cause I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
And I miss you, I miss you
Mama I hope this makes you smile
I hope you're happy with my life
At peace with every choice I made
How I've changed along the way [along the way]
Cause I know you believed in all of my dreams
And I owe it all to you, Mama

Just browsing Ash's laptop and I found these..

2008-10-27T13:26:00.004+08:00

Where am I when they shot these?

Another reason why I love Indonesia

2008-10-27T12:33:00.002+08:00

Tengok tu, if you convert to RM it will only cost around RM 1.50*. Memang murah nak dapatkan ilmu disana.

*rate masa tu is 2.6 something

Kalau dah masa student asyik buat kerja last minute,masa kerja nanti mesti tak bley buang tabiat tu jugak

2008-10-27T02:46:00.007+08:00

2 hours before my session :

nak cakap ape depan nanti ni?

Now, your savings are really assets. That's the good news. But again if you read financial statements, you will see the total pictures. While it is true that your savings are assets, when you look across town at the bank's balance sheet, your savings show up as a liability.How? Your savings and checkbook balance are a liability to banks. They have to pay your interest for your money, and it costs them...

Owh sekarang sudah paham.Savings is not assets.

I ain't start reading this month FORTUNE magazine yet

2008-10-26T23:51:00.007+08:00

ah-hah! I know why, I banyak main buaian..
Gedik mengambil gambar

layan adik hensem

conclusion: time is gold + platinum + all the shoes I wanted + all the cars I wanted + all the happiness I wanted.

I hate my House

2008-10-23T19:17:00.003+08:00

It drains my human potential + alien potential +beruang potential.

Kawan-kawan let's get out of the house and start finding our potential.

credit to Shahrul

Influencity of Them

2008-10-23T17:54:00.003+08:00

I hate Orang putih
They talk like they know everthing and I know none

I hate eating alone
It feels like I don't have any friends

I hate that person
who just interested to ask but don't commit.

I hate that person
He keeps me wondering
what happened to us?
What happened to us?

I hate crying in front of them
It shows that I'm weak

So I cry deep inside my heart
Hoping it is not flooded so soon.

Hidup tanpa camera.

2008-10-22T17:14:00.003+08:00

We lost our house key today.

And I simply don't care anyway...I care when I'm getting sleepy at morning later. I went to IIUC this morning to get my RANTAI t-shirt from Izza Aku Jiwa Kosong. Met her at my office 2 days ago. Yippie! ade gak something for me to buy.

Then, I went beraya to my cousin's house at Sri Gombak.Ueyyy! It's been 5 years I never met her family. Her daughter Rihanna dah abis SPM dah.Boleh geng nanti.hehe.Boleh ke?

lalalala tetiba takde mood nak blogging.

Nak balik rumah,kunci hilang....

The effect of reading the book

2008-10-21T06:31:00.001+08:00

I Want To Be A Capitalist like George Soros..
Blame on Robert T Kiyosaki for writing the book.

Kesan ekonomi terhadap si blogger ini Part 1

2008-10-19T13:38:00.003+08:00

Dah beberapa kali aku mengklik butang "NEW POST" di Dashboard tapi kali ini baru keingingan mahu menulis datang. Kami baru baik dari IOI Resort for a precamp. Sgt High! Sgt best!. Tapi satu sessi dalam precamp tersebut telah membuka minda aku dan membuat aku banyak berfikir. Walaupun aku sendiri yang conduct sessi itu, aku pasti bukan aku sorang je yang telah terbuka minda..
First time bercerita pasal ekonomi dunia dengan serious
First time bercerita tentang kesan kejatuhan Bursa Saham dengan muka berkerut
First time aku rasa aku dah cukup matang nak menghadapinya.
...........
Freedom Fighters esok kita dapat gaji kan? hehe Amalkan apa yang diajar Robert T Kiyosaki dalam bukunya Financial Literacy yer.

Read this :
Financial Literacy
Rich Dad Poor Dad
Cashflow Quadrant
all by Robert T Kiyosaki